I have retreated.

I have retreated to a place of warmth and care.  A place where I can let my gaurd down and not be judged.  A place where unconditional love wraps it’s arms around me and holds me tight.

I can feel myself healing.  I can feel my shoulders lower and my stomach settle .  I can feel my mind clear and my heart slow.

Tomorrow came and tomorrow went.  Now we are spinning at full pace on the merry-go-round and there is no stopping.  There is no getting off.

But I’m ok. I’ll be ok. I wasn’t ready for the ride but I was prepared.

Two more sleeps and I am back on my magic machine, my life saving machine.

Until then I’m retreating.