I love flowers.  The vibrant colors.  The delicacy.  The smile of thoughtfulness and scent of love.  The moments of anticipation before realization of sender.  I love flowers.

Today I received gorgeous flowers sent from across the country wishing me luck with my surgery on Thursday.  They touched my heart.  I cried.  Thankyou for your lovely gift.

Thankyou to everyone for your messages of support and love, especially during this week. It’s a tough week.  A week of change and a week of progress.  I am anxious.  I am terrified.  I am hoping for surgery without complications.  I am hoping for a drama free entry into my new world of dialysis.

Three more sleeps and I take the first big step.

A step into my new world.

My new ordinary.

Please come with me.

Three more sleeps.