Four more sleeps and back I go to the scary sterile white building of illness and pain.

Four more sleeps and my fashion outfit will be a green backless gown and white stockings.

Four more sleeps and I’ll be sedated so that I don’t feel the scalpel cutting through my skin into my veins.

Four more sleeps and I’ll put my trust in a masked stranger to fix my lifeline.

Tonight I cant sleep.