Where are you?  Today I can’t find you.  Are you under my bed?  Are you in my cupboard?  Are you mixed in a pill?

Today I lay without you.

Today will be a long day.  A day of struggle.  A day of loneliness.

I wish I knew how to get a consistent you. I wish I knew how to keep you?

I’m sorry I took you for granted.  I’m sorry I didn’t understand you and nurture you.

Now I crave for you.  I need you.

ENERGY where are you